Wednesday, June 20, 2007

It's all finally sinking in

I have been engaged for two weeks and it's starting to really sink in. I find myself glancing at bridal magazines in the store and just staring at the ring and all that it brings with it. I had to part with it for two days to get it sized, and I felt like a part of me was missing. But now that it's back on my finger (just a little less firmly than before), I feel complete again. People have asked me what I think about my big surprise gift, and to be honest, I find myself thinking that it's hard to believe someone loves me so much to get me something so amazing. It's not that I don't think I deserve it, it's just that it's the most amazing thing I've ever received (or even seen for that matter), and it's hard to fathom sometimes the lengths that Brian went to in order to get it for me and to make the night so wonderful.

Brian is moving into the apartment this weekend. It'll be so nice to have him there all the time, but sadly we won't have the puppies there because three dogs and two people in a 675 square foot apartment would just be too much. They will be staying with their grandparents and we will visit on weekends and maybe sneak them into the apartment (one at a time of course) for a day here and there.

There's still no date for the big event, but we're thinking next May-ish. We still haven't decided where either. Guess once we get settled in the apartment, we can start to figure all of that out.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

The best birthday ever

I got a huge surprise yesterday for my birthday. Here it is:






And our first picture as an engaged couple:



How it happened:


First of all, this was a total surprise. We had talked about this and even looked at rings (he got the ring I had fallen in love with). But we had talked about the end of the year, so I had no idea that's what he had cooked up for my birthday. I arrived at Brian's house at about 6:15 in a nice dress ready to go out to dinner. When I got there, there were candles everywhere. I was a little suspicious but at the same time I just thought that he was trying to make the house look nice and do something nice for me. His birthday is June 7th so we were planning on exchanging gifts there since we were spending his birthday with his family.

He sat me on the couch, and he gave me the most wonderful card I could ever imagine. I said "thank you for everything", or something to that effect because he'd sent me beautiful flowers to work and was pre-ordering the next Harry Potter book for me. We had agreed to keep things simple so I wasn't expecting anything else.

Then he asked me to close my eyes while he got my gift. At this point I was thinking maybe he got me gear for our bikes or maybe something bulky for the house. I still had no clue what was coming. Then he put on some really nice music (Journey's "Open Arms"), and when I opened my eyes he was kneeling in front of me with this white box. At that point, I lost it. He hadn't opened it yet, but I knew what was in there. It was our future.

The ring was more beautiful than I remembered. And the moment was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. We both cried. And I'm not sure I ever verbally said yes, I just shook my head like crazy and then let him put the ring on my finger. After recovering from the shock, I called all my family starting at about 6:22. Then we went to dinner and celebrated this amazing event. I even got to share the news with my sister, who is in Australia. It was so wonderful and I couldn't be happier to be sharing the rest of my life with this amazing man. And needless to say, I wasn't all that disappointed in not getting my Harry Potter book.